Tuesday, 24 April 2007

The feeling of being burnt out. . .

It's 4 am and I'm finally done with my MREP essay!! Goodness me, it was a little harder than I had anticipated but I'm just glad that it's over and done with; albeit I overshot the word limit 2 folds probably, I shudder at the number thus I refused to count it till later heh. But in any case, I had good company!! I had baby by my side once again, providing comfort and lucidity whilst we slogged away once again. We had our little moments of fun throughout which made the process bearable. I just hoped I was more help than distraction, for I couldn't help but want to hug my baby love!! Hehe. . . I bought dinner at newton for the both of us, not being able to fend off our hunger, finally at around 10 pm! I had a huge packet of duck rice while baby had a small but pretty adequate portion of Hokkien Mee!! While we relished in our meal, we took the opportunity to de-stress and relax a bit from the arduous essay writing process. Whilst we ate, we watched "Friends", our all time favourite comedy!! Oh how we laughed! Heh, I laughed so hard at several point throughout almost choking on either my food or the water I stupidly decided to drink. Helluva funny comedy + food/water = bad idea!! Haha! But the highlight of the evening was being able to steal a few moments, void of the glare from the maid, to hug and cuddle while laughing our arses off! It was such a beautiful feeling I swear, I wished it would never end. . . But alas, we got caught somewhat once or twice by the maid but it kinda added an element of excitement and thrill on top of feelings of comfort and content. Our embrace thus was cut short and we resumed our normal, platonic positions (sad!). We finished up watching at around 12 which was my cue to vacate her house and dash for my last bus lest I be stranded with staying at her place not being an option. So alas, I got home at around 1240 am showered and all that before proceeding to finish up my work. It took longer than expected, but I had sweet conversations with baby midway through which alleviated some of the stress; this helped tonnes as I as able to clear my mind and write more comprehensively, what would I do without her. And right before I started on this entry she called again, or rather called after I left a missed call. But nonetheless it set the mood for entry writing and SLEEP! However, forgiveness must be short for this rather short entry for my brain is fried and no longer can I effectively employ the use of semantics and all that. So thus with heavy eyelids, a numb mind and lethargic body and soul. I bid my invisible (and perhaps non-existent readers) a good night! Ta!~~~

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