Things to check in my book of "Things I'll Miss"

Well, I wasn't able to bring myself in entering a post yesterday because I was (a) too darn tired, (b) a tad high and (c) I wanted to talk to baby more than I wanted to make a blog entry so yea, the choice to make was clear; talk to baby then SLEEP!! Heh, but yesterday was a pretty awesome day! I headed to school at around 130pm to meet Chow Chow and baby love to hang out some while doing what's left of our modules. Submitted an essay for our journ module and stayed in room 02-02 in school; man am I going to miss that place. . . it holds so many memories, for a brief period in time last semester our SW team spent almost everyday gruelling over our script but having so much fun in the process as well! Much laughter, insanity and whackiness took place there as we grew that much closer. It was also then that i got a lot closer to baby love, and I found myself attracted to her as i knew more. Fate perhaps made it so, for I was within a hair close from being in Chow Chow's group instead of the one I was in. I mean it was such an unlikely combination of people, it was basically (then, bear in mind) Shalini and Sandhya whom I was closer to then and then Ivah and Ama joined in, people whom I don't really talk to nor know very well. We were in totally different social groups, cliques if you may, but yet I got so much closer to them (with the except of Sandhya whom I found a tad repulsive by module end), ever since then it has been an uphill ride of which I enjoy and am still enjoying till now! Aaaanyway, moving away from historics; I digressed. Sometime midway through working on our assignments, well okay I wasn't exactly working on anything, Abhi called and asked me out for beer with his hostel mate. Seeing as how I was flat broke I rejected but he convincingly persuaded me into joining him bringing baby love and Ama, of course it was rather easy when free beer was being offered!! Heh Heh Heh!! Anyway, we joined Abhi and his friend Neil who turned out to be rather pleasant and we had tonnes of laughs, not to mention beer, and food to boot! - I SO gotta buy him beer before he leaves - So anyway, I was supposed to be back for dinner and initially planned to leave by 8pm, unfortunately when the beer get flowing my backside got stuck to the seat! Heh, who could blame me?? Anyone would've done the same in my position, or at least for reasons of suppressing guilt I'd like to believe anyone would have, Heh. So at 10pm I decided to call it quits before i get an earful when I got back home, so I left with baby and Ama. I sent them to their bus stops and waited till their buses arrived, this of course presented us with a perfect opportunity to cam-whore, which we did! So that was how it ended, a good night of communion with friends, over my favourite beverage, with kick-ass mates, and of course it wouldn't have been as awesome if my baby love wasn't there. . At home, i plonked myself in the couch for some gaming to "de-stress" from "no-stress", showered, ate the two leftover slices that my brother and sis-in-law so kindly left for me -YUM!! - and talked to baby till my eyelids could take no more. Bliss. Simple, yet oh so contented. Ah but that was yesterday. Today however, baby with a stroke of bad fortune lost her media text for a module we're taking for analysis. And on top of that, she had already finished analyzing the text the night before and was relieved and excited to start on our other module. So when I arrived at baby's place she was pretty upset, seeing this my heart wrenched and decided to, in a last ditch effort, to help search her house one more time after she had already with frail hope that I could locate the elusive Zocard (her media text). I failed unfortunately and felt helpless and weak as baby, in frustration, shed tears. I was devastated inside knowing I could do nothing to alleviate her pain, so I just sat in silence and helped her in analyzing another media text as best I could. Useless. That's what I am. . Sigh. . . Rusty and Ama came over shortly after I gobbled my as baby worked on her analysis, this kinda lifted her mood some I observed and was pretty relieved that at least they could achieve what I could not do. If I couldn't, I'd give anything to anyone to see baby smile once more. Rusty was tonnes of help as she did for me almost my whole web design!!! I love her for that man! I suck at html and web production nonsense in secondary school, and it has NOT changed now!! Plus, it's too damn tedious and troublesome! I'd take essays any time! But then again, at this present moment with my state of mine. . ZzzZzzzZZzzz!! I'll pass. Heh. Anywayz, we worked on our web production assignment till 9 plus, with dinner in between as I walked to Newton food centre amidst a beautiful lighting dance in the sky, and cool, clean smelling, and autumn like winds. It was a lovely walk, a refreshing and worth while even though it rained as I was heading back. But I didn't exactly mind. I was able to feed my baby and that's what I want to do till the drawing of my last breath. Because she's worth it, and I love her oh so much. It's funny but everytime I'm around, it doesn't matter what we're doing, but I feel simply fantastic inside just having her near with her sweet smelling scent lingering in the air. I can't help but want to reach out and hug her, kiss her on her head, or even better, on those nectar laced, soft and luscious lips. Oh, how I'm an addict to them, never able to get enough. Sigh . . . I wasn't even able to hug her today, but I'll live, for tomorrow I get to once more see her again. I can't get enough!!! And I don't want to wake up any day knowing I can't find myself lost in her entrancing eyes. Well, if i go on. . . chances are I won't stop, so here's me ending this entry as my stomach growls signalling that it's time I slept lest my hunger grows and I suffer the pangs of the melting of my stomach lining. . . *Fingers crossed* I just hope I get to dream of baby love, so our time apart would be reduced for even in my unconsciousness, I'll be able to stroke her lovely face and feel her warm embrace. Aight then. . . it's "Z" catching time. To all, or one that read my blog. . . Ciaooooo~~~